Hi Aquamarine:
Kate did a most excellent job of describing those phases, that I went through as well.
Something strange happened over the weekend. I was cleaning out some junk from underneath my cabinets, and I found a bottle I had stashed. I barely remember stowing it away from myself, a long time ago.
It is a bottle of 1998 Chardonney, thats been there for 5 years I think. I had stashed it deep to let it age. Had forgotten about it completely.
I set it up on the cabinet and looked at it. It must be pretty well aged by now.
Here is the strange thing. I felt no emotion at all looking at it. No desire to open it. Just a few months ago, it would have given me a flood of negative emotions. Now it is just a bottle of wine, and I don't want it. It is like a lot of stuff I have been throwing out lately. Seems like it belonged to another person, like someone who lived in this house before I did.
Anyway, I took it to work in a sack, and gave it to a co-worker that loves the stuff. I said that it was left there by someone else I think. No longer any use for it.
Tonight is upper body weights workout, and I need some workout supplements, and some good food.
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Hey Kate! I like that hump murder! I have committed second-degree "humpicide"! Maybe some of our friends will be ready, and commit pre-meditated, first-degree "humpicide". More power to you my friends.
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Be well.
Neil