Last of - or shall I call you Summer?!?
Thanks for that - it really was helpful. It's odd, it's like 'let's play with considering it and see what comes up'....very, very, very slowly!! I want to stop obsessing about this thing. Yet stating that 'That is it, I do not drink', comes oddly (of course) when I have for so many years with no problem. I guess I'd like to be in a place where I make my own choice but feel cool enough that if were to inadvertantly pick up someone else's glass at a wedding or somewhere I don't fall apart with guilt and remorse about it but just say, OK, no prob, that was weird/good/ugh and let it go... (You may have gathered I feel guilty for existing but I'm working on it!!!) I think I got a bit AA'd in the early days and with David....! That's why I want to stop counting at some point I think.
Thanks - posting really help me sort out my brain. Sorry it has to be at the expense of other's eyes!!! Guess 'skip to the next one' could be the order of the day of course!
Good luck and see you here!
Footsie - I like that! x
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