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It took me a long time to determine if I would Mod...over 7 months AF, I finally decided to try it. It has been about 2 weeks now since I had my first test, and to be honest, I have been okay. There has been a fleeting thought here and there about wanting that buzz...but no hopelessness like I had before, and I have yet to go overboard. I have had a drink on a few occasion, and I am very proud that I could just be done after one or two, and not be freaking out in my mind over it. The best advice I can give, is donlt try it, until you can go a whole month without having a major urge...I waited until alcohol was not in my head all the time. Hoep that helps, I agree though....if you are concerned abotu going overboard, wait until you are sure you wont.