Hi Flip:
Just want to let you know, that I believe the worst is over for you. Those first 9 months were major pain and white knuckles much of the time for me.
After that, something new started to kick in. Hard to put a finger on it, but it was like I knew that I could REALLY do this thing, if I just kept my guard up.
You went through major unpleasant events there, and prevailed. My hat is off to you. Seems like being AF amplifies the impact of things, compared to someone who never had any booze problems.
Please believe me when I say that the light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter the further one goes.
You have better days ahead, and having fought the good fight, I believe you will experience a sense of personal power and contentment that will make the pain worth it.
Neil
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