yep, Lushy, we are catching up - I'm going down there for a bike rally.
Desperate: re your questions... I feel incredible torment, guilt and shame over some of the harm I have caused to both myself and to others I love. However, just knowing I have done everything I possibly can to prevent that from ever happening again and, may I use the term, made amends with those I have harmed. I feel nothing but support and love from everyone around me. They are so proud of me. I am proud of myself.
That feeling would not be there if I hadn't stopped, it would only be getting worse every day.
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It always seems impossible until it's done....
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