sorry that you feel that way right now. but you are doing the right thing by coming here and venting it out.. yes i have felt the same at one point in time . and it has all change it just takes time . you have alot in life to live for your kids ,you ..yeah things dont look good right now but drinking doesnt help anything at all just get you depress so keep on writing down how you feel it will help . and there is of thing that you can try go to AAmeetings. to just be able to talk with someone . but please stay close to the site . and stay busy what ever it takes .. good luck and remember you can do this if not for you just for your kids hug them love them and it will all get better with time ...
peace ,love and god bless
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 best thing about the future it comes one day at a time.. you can wake up the next day ..
look in the mirror and thank god you are alive -----------------sober since 10/21/07
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