Seriously guys I might have to change my name from Boozehag to Mother Theresa. I am so virtuous these days I might well be cannonized. Moderating is going well - no binge urges at all. Funny thing though I have been swimming most days since the day I went AF/NF that is 1 April. Well I started on 25 lengths then upped it to 30 lengths then moved to from the kiddies pool into the main pool. No just joking I am now on 50 lengths and its a piece of cake. Well the interesting thing is that for the first few lengths my brain goes what the hell do you think you are doing this hurts us why not go and sit in the lovely spa pool or the steam room or better still the cafe and nobody will know. It is the same freaking voice that used to make me drink and smoke. I have come to the conclusion that the brain is really a lazy alcoholic couch potatoe that just wants to lie around all day and drink and smoke and eat bad food. What you think?
Mother Superior (previously know as booze and fag hag)
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