Welcome hickory. Have you ordered the book? You can read alot about the program on the home page. When I joined, I ordered the whole program - book, supplements and hypno cds. Then I did not open the box for 6 months because of feelings similar to yours. You have made the 1st step, which is admitting a problem. Next is to read a lot here and to realize that alcohol dependence is progressive and will just get worse if you don't do something. Soon you will decide that the lovely feeling after a glass or 2 is not worth the shame, hangover, etc. And once you stop for a while, you will feel so much better about yourself that that becomes more important than that 1 hour of feeling good followed by yuck. Best wishes.
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