Me too - I would binge on wine and cigs ever 3/4 days - and I would keep going for 12 hours then crash. Recover (after 3 days or so) and repeat.... The days in between would be hungover, depressed, then hyper, then drinking etc. I have it under control now for almost 3 months but looking back I notice a few things. If I ate I would not binge drink and could just have a couple and stop - this would usually be by accident. If I got the drink into me first I wouldnt eat. If I drank and smoked on an empty stomach that would kick it off - rocket fuel to the brain. If I didnt smoke I wouldnt binge but I would always smoke so that only happened rarely. If I ran out of cigs I would stop drinking straight away and go to bed. Dont know what it all means yet but in my case getting rid of the cigs has really helped as there is very little desire for drink by itself.
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Last edited by boozehag : 06-26-2008 at 06:51 AM.
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