Louise... I do feel frustrated when faced w/reality. One of the big reasons I drank anyhow; to avoid life as much as possible. Even the TV pisses me off... I never know what's on as the adverts are all in Spanish! And my poor friend is driving me insane talking to me about current events all time. I could care less. He means well... I'm insufferable!
I know abstinence is the only option at this point. I can't be intoxicated my entire life (or can I?).
Hopefully I can swing a bit of positivity today? I did sleep through the night for the first time in a few weeks. That should help. I would like to thank everyone for your input. Clearly I've never done this before so I don't know what to expect. I've tried before on my own, but after a while decided it wasn't worth the effort.
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Originally Posted by louise
Congrats on 6 days! Yes, it does get easier. I think part of the irritation is that when we drink we just let a lot of things slide but sober we are more aware. It got much better for me after 10 days so hang in there.
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