I have to agree with you Mags ... as I sit here with 11 months sober I have never been so miserable in my life. my relationship sucks. my seventeen year old has no resepect for me drunk or sober and by his actions and words would love nothing more for then me to fall off the wagon so he can SEE TOLD YOU SO , I feel alone angry, and ready to jump out of my skin, cant seem to smoke enough cigs to calm me down, but I know that I am not alone in this battle with my sick head, I just keep trying to follow my heart
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