Welcome Chelle
You are no more pathetic than the rest of us. It was disgusting how many bottles I had hidden around the house. I would lock myself in my bedroom and just drink until I passed out thinking my grown children wouldn't know, Duh! It is a very tough battle. I have to keep it an hour at a time right now. I have to constantly remember what I allow it to take away from me. Congrats on your upcoming marriage. Hang in there and stay close by.
