Bunky,
Many people can relate to how you feel. I have been tired of living a life I'm not living for years.
Perhaps you can stick around longer this time around. Maybe that will help motivate you. You never know when you will read something that will just "click" for you. I find these people to be very supportive and inspirational.
Do you have the book?
Good luck! We are here for you.
Love, Me
