Poohbear,
I did something equally as dumb this weekend. After being sober for 8 days I didn't take my meds on the morning my family was due home from a week long trip. When the bewitching hour was upon me I happily surrendered. While I didn't get 'drunk' I could see the disappointment is my husbands expression that nothing had changed. I know things have changed and I have had two more sober days since then.
It may seem unfair, but I think after all the times we have hurt the ones we love most, it will take them the longest to truly forgive us. In the meantime, forgive yourself. Make tomorrow an AF day. - aplgrl
