[KBCE]

First, you are NOT a failure! You can get right back on the right track. AA is not for everyone - it was not for me. Being Catholic, I have enough damn guilt in my life...lol. I went to 2 meetings. I found the group that I had joined to be a bunch of whiners and they just seemed too dependent on each other - like they could not function without each other - made me feel like immediately I would fail once I walked out of the room. Ick. This place has helped me more than anything. I went two weeks AF and felt great but stated imbibing again. Not a huge drinker, but enough to want to stop since I come from a long line of alkies. You can do this - it is obvious from your post you did it before. Start posting and getting to know all these people - they ROCK. Together, we can beat this damn beast! Welcome and all the best to you in your journey. Remember YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!