Welcome Juley! I am new here as well. Wine is my downfall as well. You have been through alot, but you can stay strong. Keep posting on here - it helps so much. It really does. I am back to square one after having two small glasses of wine last night (had to finish the damn box of wine in the fridge ya know...
but I feel good, taking my vitamins, drinking lots of water and envisioning myself as a sober, happy, healthy person. We can do this. We really can. Good luck to you and look forward to getting to know you!