Hi all,
I just found out a friend of mine has died suddenly. She had a blood disorder, had been to hospital, had been discharged and then collapsed in the tube station. Just like that. All of 40-something years old. She's not on the planet any more.
The last time I learned of a sudden death it was an acquaintance through work. My then BF bought me something with Southern Comfort.
Tonight I walked to the group I was on my way to see and told them that if I was drinking, I'd want a stiff drink right now. Which in theory I did. I paused at the bar for a few seconds. Then I ordered a cranberry juice.
I feel very disoriented. But I'm not drunk. For some reason it was her time.
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