Mary,
I respect you very much.
My hubby knows very intimately about my trials with alcohol -- I mean the airlines call him up and tell him I can't get on the plane because I am so drunk omg
He will not let alcohol into the house and I AM SO GRATEFUL HE WON'T.
Because if it is here, I will drink it.
Sorry to say that but it is the truth.
I hope Lenair helps. I really do. I so want to be a non drinker. Period. Full stop. I so do....
Love,
Cindi