Heavenly,
No, I can't offer advice because you are way beyoind me.
However, that is wonderful, awesome, cool, neat.
I really hope someone else with more LONG TERM AF can help you. I understand where you are there. I have been there with 30 days and longer and I KNOW how hard it is when your brain is telling you "go for it."
However, do not let your head win. Your head is simply trying to make you fall back into the same old pattern.
You can beat this. You really can.
Many do. That is how you find people that are 10 years or more AF. They simply do not let their brain and their head win. You can beat this. You really can.
Love,
Cindi