Good Morning, I am happy for a fresh new week also. I am on day 3.
I was beating myself up over the Friday Drinking and Hubby said that I should start looking at the positive changes that are happening. He said look at all the days you haven't drank count those days up too. I do want 30 in a row. I have to say that it did make me realize that if I can go a lot of days in a row before messing up then I can finally get this right. I read a lot of your post this weekend and this morning I felt like I do need to make sobriety first and number 1. I wasn't really doing that. I guess I am having some clarity. I know it's because of all you and the post I have read. This is the first time in my long life of being a party girl that I am really addressing this problem it's like DG said Why am I trying to keep up with all the boys drinking as heavily or sometimes drinking even more then they do. What the hell is that. I feel so stupid getting into that what ever that was. Weird. I feel so grateful for this place and the stories of real life with this addiction. God bless everyone here there is so much to draw from. I will succeed.
DG I hope your father is doing better.
I also read here someone said Guard your sobriety wow, that is powerful if you think about it. You need to Guard it with your life. That is what I am seeing in those that are really having true success.
Have a great AF day
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