I'm so very sorry for what happened to you UK, and whatever you think, it wasn't your fault... so go easy on yourself! I can assure you that whatever baggage we all carry around from our drinking years will be put into perspective when we think clearly again... this doesn't rectify any situation, it just helps us deal with our pasts. I had tremendous guilt, but in my previous sober years, I was able to put my past behind me... you know what, it wasn't tough, it just took so sober time! I wish you the very best!
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