Thank you for your responses and for not to much sympathy. It's funny but after posting this I no longer felt like feeling sorry for myself or grieving. I had bought a 1/2 pint of gin for the grieving process but just poured the remainder down the drain. I have this site to help pull me out of my grief and self-pity. I bought a book today titled "The Four Agreements" which I plan on going outside and beginning to read. I also have a journal on my bedstand that I plan on starting tonight. In my daily Native American meditation readings one of the quotes on Friday was "if not now, then when" which is perfect for me today. No more pity parties for me. Tonight I "will begin the journey" "pick myself up" and "move on and live life." Love to you all for helping me through this difficult period. I'm stronger for it.
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