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Old 07-15-2008, 10:01 AM
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Good Morning!!!

Lots of us up early today. I've got a lot on my plate today and yet I'm bored. I can be both busy and bored at the same time. Used to lead to a lot of drinking. Still something I contend with. I've never been a good sleeper...restless. Sometimes I take melatonin but then I feel groggy in the morning - my melatonin hangover - that's not fun either.

Mary, I have had my share of "just one" thoughts lately. Do I know that I can't have just one at this point? - not really. My instinct tells me it is just not a good idea and I go with that.

DG - you are right about the fighting with husb thing. I can approach rationally and with no guilt - I used to let things slide by b/c I felt 'less than" and of course the drinking made me that way. Now I am much quicker to confront - not sure if husb is real happy about this

4tb, hope you get a good nights sleep soon.

Renegade - You are right - some days are easier than others. Be well.
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