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This is a horrid disease.
I have just a few years, hit me in my late 40's like a demon. I was drinking in excess prior at times, but, never the withdrawls/cravings at 6Am and all the behavior associated. I did not recognize myself. Woke up in strange places, legal problems , friends for years disappeared.

I am unrecognizable when saturated.

When I string some days together, I feel like I am being chizzled out of a marble prison.

I surface. I then, feel like I was dropped into a strange land. This will take time for myself for I have been making such efforts, then, fall flat on my face.

I am working on putting the focus on who I am before, who I was in appearance and behavior. It may pull me back to life, back to reality..

Stay inspired.

You have inspired me.