how true are your words 2be when I am drunk I am not me atall I become the drink and its ugly, I too have lost friends partners legal problems and it never stopped me untill recently . One of the best things for me being sober these [ast few months is that I am now me not what the drink turn s me into . If i get anygry sad or cross with somebody its me thats doing it not the drink. For the past weeks I have lived life away from that cloud of fear self loathing and a million other words that all my dear friends on here could add.
So you fall on your face I have fallen so many times I should be unrecognisable butt I never gave up giving up and its my time now and I am doing great. I can drink what I like but I choose not too . Bing sober does not take away lifes stresses anf strains but it makes it so much easier to deal with them . Good luck to you and thank you for replying to my thread all the support I have got from here makes what I am doing possible
DD x Ps being sobe does not seem to be improving my dodgy typing and spelling though !!
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