Hi there dess,
To be honest, i think that AL creeps back up on us very slowly.We tend to think ahhh just one will be fine...but it is never just one or just one night....slinks back in and makes us forget why we gave up in the first place.
It is possible for somebody who has abstained for 20 years to start drinking again!
But you can pick yourself up from this blip and start again, if you managed 7 months AF, you can do it again!
Also, there are a great many people here who are in the same boat as you, come here and talk, get support and you will be surprised at how much it helps.
Stay strong for tomorrow is another day!
Take care,
L xxx
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The Butterfly
"The butterfly is ever more blessed than other creatures of flight.
Though all grace the heavens in the ecstasy of flight,
the butterfly has known the drudgery of the crawl
and the lonely confinement of the cocoon.
His new found freedom is richer,
wilder and more thrilling than life itself.
This is the beauty of recovery."
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