Hi there,
Thanks for sharing so honestly. Since you like to read, have you read "My Way Out" yet/ It can be downloaded or purchased here. I think its a great program. I think you realize you have a problem, and its time to do something about it. There are a lot of success stories here, and lots of support. I myself started here the end of February--I was drinking 8-10 beers almost every night, and now I haven't had any alcohol for 50 days. Plus no real desire for it. Because it can be dangerous to detox, its best to talk to your doctor before quitting though. Hang in there--it is so worth it-- your kids need you--all of you!
