[toughintexas]

Ok guys, with daughter and other struggles, my Stepdad committed suicide today, left and set up my Mom and Aunt to find him....awful, awful.....she had to find my Dad dead, and go thru the same routine yrs. ago., I'm freakin out, and my daughter I started the thread over, came and was sooooooo awful to me, its unreal....I'm really in shock an awe, and pain....worse than ever maybe....