Am having an awful day where i feel totally worthless - no good to anybody - no body loves me - Mr Pea wants out because he thinks I can and should control this and I am doing this to deliberately hurt him and the rest of the family and i don't love anyone because if i did i wouldn't do it - I have done brilliantly over the last few months but one bad day eradicates the rest of what I have achieved - which is what!!!!!!!!!!!! Moderated well - had quite a few AF days - had a few bad days
Question I am now asking myself
Should I let him go and the rest of the family - they obviously want rid of the problem I am causing them
Sad
Sad Heart - I do not know what to do
Sweetpea xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
