Sweetpea,
I am sorry to read that you are feeling so low. I do think others find our drinking problems very difficult to understand (because they don't have the problem themselves). Your hubby is probably very scared of what may happen to you during a slip, or that you may never stop once you start. His threats to leave are probably a mixture of tough love and fear for your relationship and for your health.
Don't isolate yourself from him and the family. You need as much support as you can get. Perhaps moderation just isn't for you honey. Maybe you need to abstain totally again?
Counselling? Antabuse?
I can empathise wholeheartedly with how you are feeling. My partner has said if he ever finds another hidden bottle he will leave me....and I believe him (or at least don't want to find out either way).
Keep close to the boards. Thinking of you.
xx
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Amelia
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