Morning all....Mary, ditto to all your reasons not to drink. I feel so lost and out of control of my own actions. I know this sounds like an excuse...but I have no other answer. I go days AF and feel so great and then get drug down the abyss again. It doesn't help to have a drinking husband. You make promises together and end up breaking them together. I know I have to do this for myself. I just feel so out of control.
I read here on the boards daily looking for hope and inspiration. So many of you have succeeded. I know I can, I just need to find myself again to be able to do it. Thats the catch, I probably need to be AF to be able to find myself. Day one....AGAIN..wish me strenght.
R2C
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