Hey Lucy,
I too am a functioning drunk. New to this site and on antabuse for one month. While the drug helps to resist the urge to drink, I have had many AF days since being on it. I do find that I miss the act of drinking, the buzz, the happy hours, and the commoradity. This seems strange to me and I am seeing my doctor tomorrow.
Just wanted to share that we all have our struggles and you are not alone. I feel your pain and send a big hug
Don't give up - you are worth it!
Aplgrl