[A Work in Progress]

I really think that "moderating" the alcohol is inconsistent with the kind of extremely strong cravings that you are describing... RJ describes it like this: you can drink moderately if/when your desire for alcohol is like your desire for butter; it is something nice to have once in a while, but not something you spend a lot of time thinking about and planning to consume...

It's good that you are here... you will get many different opinions about this, and also a lot of support. I recommend that you read the MWO book and develop a solid plan to reach your goals (and your goals might change, along the way)...

best wishes,

wip