Beth,
So happy that you are getting back on track! Alcohol addiction (perhaps all addiction) is the craziest thing. We hate it, but we are convinced that we cannot do without it. Even though the experience always ends the same way, feeling bad, at times feeling physicly ill, we always believe that the "next time" it will be different. I wonder if medical science will ever come up with answers as to how, who, why and when this addiction happens?
Until, then, we have to use whatever works for us. Antibuse may not be a long term solution, Beth. But what is a long term solution? It would seem that the answer to that question will always remain the same, Today I Will Not Drink.
Much Love,
Kate
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