Thanks!
ZM, thank you for the encouragment. I am so discouraged right now, cannot go an evening without wine and its not that I drink too much everytime, its just I cannot seem to get past going through the motion of sitting down with Husb. every stupid night and drinking before dinner and after. I find myself loathing me. We have a lot of stress right now with Grown Son living with us due to severe Health issues as heart failure and stroke due to a virus. We arethankful we have him and he survived and helping him in everyway now we can. Having him here and helping him is not the issue, its the fact I feel at the end of the day I have to have wine to cope and then feel like a failure in the am. My Husb. supports whatever decision I make, but its hard to see him pour good wine and not want to sit with him and talk with mine and its hard when at the end of our busy days not feeling somehow entitled to this short pleasure and it stops body aches and smooths out rough spots for a few hours.and just draws me in. How did you do it??? thanks. Pat
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