Well...I just want to thank you all for your support. Day 1 went great...but day 2 did not and well...today is going to be day one again. I guess I won't be able to join the August AF :( only myself to blame. Last night I must have had like 6 glasses and have really paid for it today. I get tension knots and major back pain the day after I drink...plus totally unproductive. I ordered antibuse today ....i was ashamed to ask my md so i ordered it online, they only had the 500 mg ones. Has anyone taken those? One of the major reasons i want to give up drinking is the fast that i chain smoke when i drink I know it is affecting my health and it is expensive. Not a great example for my kid. I am going to get more active on this forum. Anyone doing any organized chats or groups who are going AF? I am still on the campral and L glut but when I PMS it dosen't help which is what happned to me this week. I have even thought about getting on YAZ to even out my hormones, so i don't screw up next month. We will see...I will be on later and am going to keep busy watching movies, reading and interacting Soberly with my kid. I am also going to pray for strengh on this Monday to start anew once again!
