AKGirl... I took Anatbuse sporadically for about 3 weeks. That was about 3 weeks ago. Since the med was a mental thing for me, I decided to go without and "mentally" challenge myself to do it on my own. It has not been easy - def doable and def WORTH IT... I have a 12 (almost 13) yr old son and a 14 yr old daughter. Originally I stopped drinking for them, and now I am going to continue to not drink for me. Life is so much better without the headaches and guilt. I feel like SUCH a better mother in so many ways. The laundry is done (well, mostly

), I grocery shop, I clean house, I COOK DINNER, and I smile alot more. I wish the same for you.
I really believe I could not have done it without coming to this website. When I have slipped, I found solace and encouragement here, when I am bored and wine is calling my name, I can come here to chat, and I simply have a place to come to be completely and blatanly honest with no one judging me. It has made all the difference in the world. In the last 37 days I have had 36 days AF.
Welcome and best wishes. I look forward to reading your posts