Great post, Mags.
You're right about having to learn to deal with pain. Drinking has only delayed feeling all of it. I am ashamed that I have not been a human being for a long time. Had chance for happiness and screwed it up.
Perhaps another day it will knock on my door - but this time, I'll be a whole person, instead of a shadow of one...
Congrats on your 3 yrs. Sobriety is hard, but great. Eventually, the pain will be worked out. It may take a long time (in my case), but at least I'm heading in a Positive direction for a change.
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Sometimes you have to take the leap and build your wings on the way down... Anais Nin
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