[keke]

Saint Jude, Ask For Help and Treeman, Thank you for your encouragement. It's great to know this modding thing can be done. Wild at Heart, I hope you stick with this when you get back from vacation and life gets back to normal with all of it's not so peaceful moments. Great job on the sipping. I could never do that before taking the topamax and supps. Are you going to get the topa and is your hubby supportive? I'll be watching for your posts. 3bottles. I trust this site will help you. 2 years AF is great, but not if you are miserable. My mother went the AA route when I was 16 and though it helped her not to drink she was a very unhappy person.

Ok! Last night I'm feeling a little anxious, so I pop some supps. Hubby makes some comment about me not having a problem cuz I haven't really wanted a drink. (whatever!!!!). He knows I'm doing this program. My guess is that he doesn't like the idea of me having a problem that he can't fix. This fed my anxiety and I did want to chug a little vodka. Had a wine cooler with dinner instead and decompressed out in the back yard for a while. I thought about my promise to myself to work this program and not turn to the bottle when my emotions get uncomfortable. Oh! and I'm all of the sudden a little leery of a young female friend from the gym. Where did this ugly green monster come from. I've always trusted my hubby and know he adores me. Am I detoxing emotions too? Keke

P.S. Will be leaving for a trip to NY (I'm so excited) tomorrow and may not have a chance to post until next week. Look forward to catching up when I get back. Wish me a Non-hungover weekend!!!!