[Loppy lugs]

Good evening everyone.

and I mean that most sincerely.

I did it. I went to dinner for 18 people only 4 of whom I knew. Bit nervy and edgy but no panic. Nothing a few deep breaths and looking into the distance couldn't take care of. Only one "what am I doing here?" moment during the first course but a quick silent reply of "practising socialising" and I was fine.

I know it is only dinner but I am so proud of myself I could cry with happiness. Especailly so because I was the only person not drinking and it didn't really make a difference.

Yoga is on my list of things to look into but at the moment something so totally new is a bit too daunting. I have been carrying my swim kit around with me for weeks. I normally find lane swimming relaxing but for some unfathomable reason I never seem to end up at the pool. In fact none of my excercise plans have come to anything. The skipping rope is still on top on the fridge untouched since the day I bought it all those months ago.

Oh well let's see what tomorrow brings. Tonight I feel so posiitve I think I could do anything I set my mind to.

Sleep tight everyone.