wow,you sound like me,isnt that the story,and im 55,it is a vicious circle,some say we arent,but im coming to the conclusion we are,SPECIAL PEOPLE,am i being sarcastic,well i guess i am,hope this helps Dan,i from my drinking ended up in a sanitarium this March,finally made me think,30 dys later,and now its been 4months after my stay,were unique,theres only millions of us,and theres billions of them,we drink to numb the pain from life around us,and everyone around us think were crazy,we numb are sleves to escape reality around us to releive the crap that we see going on in this world,we tend to beleive were different,because we beleive everyone that tells us that we do stupid things when were drinkin,cause we dont remember,because we hide the pain inside us,and live with it because THEY dont understand,somthing went wrong in our lives at one time,and we get numb,with alchohol,some of us are even fortunate like me,the doctors that help you give us somthin to numb the pain, for free,valuum,oxy cotin and now even meth,wow and we think theres somthing wrong with us,last one,when i was in my last week, we all watched a movie,and thot another show,but this show was special and really made ME think,a Doctor was xplaining about an operation and how your put under,either or what ever they use,if taken to much you die,2nd,we use cough medicine for our kids,maybe you dont have none,well,he took a glass,filled an 1,5 oz shot,ice cubes,seven up and an umbella and said next time you want a drink,try it,and thats the stuff we give our kids,no wonder they go to sleep,last but not least most Doctors in Canada arent educated enuff to treat alchoholism,up to 1988 there was only one univercity in Canada that spent time on teaching there students,University of Britishcolumbia,i could go on and on,just tryin to share,hope i helped Dan,i think were all here for you gyco
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