It's GREAT you have started with AA, and you are not drinking. Go to a LOT of meetings, get a GOOD sponsor (someone you have a lot of respect for), and as for everything else: take it slow. Don't spend mental time and mental energy worrying and obsessing about the future. Do what has to be done today, today. Tomorrow, do the same. Take it easy. Get your mind and body and brain back to a reasonably healthy state, then and only then can you begin to look past the next 24 hours or so...
And do stick around here, post a lot, read a lot...
best wishes,
wip
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AF since July 22, '08...
"Non-cooperation with evil is a sacred duty...
You must BE the change you wish to see in the world." (Gandhi)
Cause and effect are clear!
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