[Heavenly]

Originally Posted by AAthlete

Struggles, my guess is that you are drinking even more is to try and bury the remorse you feel for not being there for your BF, right? It's easy to get sucked into the endless cycle of guilt, self-pity and drinking and as KateH1 said you've got some serious decisions to make.

You've got access to the website, you've got access to the supps, and you've got access to the book. The choice is now yours and yours alone as to whether or not you want to get sober. Remember that alcoholism is a progressive disease, and over time almost always gets worse, never better.

As you mentioned, you've not been here since you've joined. Talking to people about the problems in your life (whether they are alcohol-related or not) can make a huge difference. I credit opening up to others and finally admitting my problem was THE turning point in my sobriety. Remember we are all here to help...

I agree with you AAthlete .... you speak for most of us and wise words... opening up and sharing helped me to realise I am not alone and should not be ashamed...can you admit to your bf that you have a problem? and treat it as a medical problem ...if you broke your leg it would be a surgical problem and not a stigma...

pm me if you need support.
Good Luck