Sorry for all your losses, IanC,
What is the quote..."it's always darkest before the dawn". If you have stopped drinking and continue on that path you may see a sliver of that dawn very soon. Try not to push your wife-show her with the changes she will see in you-they will be more than obvious very soon if you stay AF. I know this feels like the worst time of your life but there will be much "personal growth" when you come out the other side. I will send positive thoughts your way. Kriger
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AF since August 5, 2008
"People usually fail when they are on the verge of success. So give as much care to the end as to the beginning." Lao-Tzu
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