hi Janice
I am modding too and I do notice that sometimes if I have a drink it totally hits the spot and I can feel that really strong pull into the dark side but other times nada I dont even think about it - it might as well be butter (which I love and could never give up) .... it totally depends on the circumstances. For me I think the addiction will never fully go away and the potential to be sucked into the vortex of AL (binge drinking) will always be there but as long as I can recognise it is and take steps (in my case eating stops it instantly) so I make certain I only have a drink if food is on the way or I have already ordered my food or if I am driving or other such controlling tactics.
I always have to stay one step ahead of myself.
It sounds like hard work but its not really and at least it takes away the will I wont I mind chatter.
Have a good day everyone.
BH (no more)
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