Angie, how about if you were to start getting back on track by calling someone from your AA group, someone with a lot of sobriety, and let them help you. You might need inpatient detox, you might not... but we can't tell, not being right with you in person, and it sounds as if you need some serious help, right away.
Let us know how you are doing. This is NOT hopeless.
wip
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AF since July 22, '08...
"Non-cooperation with evil is a sacred duty...
You must BE the change you wish to see in the world." (Gandhi)
Cause and effect are clear!
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