Oh Michelle, I know what it feels like to be down, overwhelmed by it all, I really do. What helps me is to just deal with today, or even right now, do what I can to make now better, dealing with one thing at a time and not keep looking or anticipating trouble in my future. Take help where you can get it. Don't drink, just today, and feel good about that. I wish I could be there to give you a hug, please accept this cyber hug!!
Suz