Well louise, no vegging yet but I'm finally headed in that direction. It has been a good "me" day though - lots of good soul searching about my long term abstinence goals. I'm realizing that I've reached another "starting point" if you will - for what feels like a next phase in re-claiming my life. There is so much more I can do with it. I'm not sure what exactly that will be yet, but I need to search.
My days now are LIGHT YEARS better than they were just a few months ago. And even those daily drinking days more recently were better than the totally hopeless ones the year before that. But now it's time to really look forward, and decide what I want to be when I grow up. Who will the sober Doggygirl become?? I don't know but I'm excited about it.
louise it sounds like you had a relaxing weekend - hopefully you enjoyed some of that cooler weather today!! I hope your batteries are re-charged a little bit.
I'm going to start a new thread for next week tonight in case I don't get a chance to come on here before I leave tomorrow AM - it's going to be a really early one. Congratulations to all who KICKED BOOZE BEAST ASS this week!!
DG
Day 88 AFHF
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Sober since 5/22/08
I can choose to drink at any time. I choose not to.
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