Trying again...
How many "day 1's" can there be? I'm starting all over again...as of today. I've been going for a week or so AF -- when I'm at home with my fiancee. She doesn't let me drink at all and I owe her so much for her patience. She also went to a couple of AA meetings with me; which, by the way, I intend on getting back in to. I need to stop this insane 'back-and-forth.' It's really beginning to impact my work as well...in ways that are quite frightening. When I'm not at home, it's the same 'ole routine.
So, I'm in. I will be checking in daily and am looking forward to the great support you all provide.
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Working on it... AF as of...[sigh]. Today...today is all that matters.
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