DG - I am so proud of you -
CONGRATULATIONS ON THIS HUGE MILESTONE!!! 10 wimpy days before you're in 3 digits!!
Loppy - I know how proud you must feel - kicking al's but on your vacation!

I made it through last night fine - I think I am just emotional trying to figure out this "relationship" with alcohol that I have - I read about that phrase in some other posts. I am trying to figure out what made me finally come to the point of thinking/knowing that I had a problem. I look back at the 21 years since I started drinking - and how I thought I was always surrounded - or surrounded myself with - (not quite sure on that front) people who really enjoyed drinking.
DET, 4TB and Beck - thanks for the notes - reading your posts all really help me when I'm struggling. I haven't tried the Valerian Root.
I hope everyone has a great night - I'm trying to get it together.
